First day of work

First day at work...

so far got nothing to work on - *i m in a super duper boring mode*

Don't know what can i do. facebook and twitter got nothing interesting worth my reading...
mayb i should check out sandie's blog instead. uhmmm okie will do that right a way :D

Dear God, Please Give Me A lil More Time.

OMG.. suddenly i feel so emo after looking at Limo's blog. I guess must be the song - i adopted the same song for this secret blog too.

There are lots of my grandma's pictures snapped during her 70th birthday last Nov. She is really getting older and older these days. I wish i could freeze the time so that i could spend more time with her...
to share the most joyful day in my life, my wedding...
to be able to see her spending time with her great grandchildren...
once again to enjoy her sumptuous cooking especially her rice wine...
I don't think i have the courage to go through all these without you...
God, i pray to you, please give me a little more time so that i can fulfill these...
Please give me more time to shower her with more love and care...
Please give me more time so that i can make her happy once again... She is been heart-broken for a such a long time...

God, please forgive me for my stubbornness...
I will be good and i will be more grateful and contented in my life...

Please just wait a little while....

Officially off duty

Ok time flies really. 3 months have passed with just a blink...

I am officially off duty and doing nothing at home for another 2 weeks before i put on my suit at the new company. God i love this life now. wake up whenever i feel like waking up. chat with friends online. Visit grandma and sis and basically just chit chatting and spending time with them. I love it.

I will write more soon.

I Miss Dear Daniel

He is baack tmr yay! can wait for him to come home!!!

It's Friday so what?!

Finally picked up my offer letter. There's some complication about it. Again was told by someone that mamajo  is disappointed with me because it seems that i don't understand enough and just wanna rush off the company... sigh... It feels so shitty when someone told you that they are very disappointed with you. So far 3 ppl in the company told me that! so can you imagine how i feel now? sigh... just fuck it.. cant care too much of this shit!!! Gonna leave this aside till Monday.


It's Friday!! wohooo... went out with the girls and had a good laugh with them (i think i m gonna miss them most :(( ) Dined and wined. Just feel so good. i think i have been drinking quite a bit lately. have another session with dreameee tomo. OMG~ drink drink drink and eat eat eat la ~

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20th May 2010


I was a bit excited plus super hyperactive today at work. Da last time this happened was like 9 years old. I got so hyperactive tat i woke my up at wee o'clock just to tell her that i'm still awake and i couldn't sleep! If i were my mom i'll just Fucking off da phone! Pardon me i was just a lil girl being away from home and she misses her mummy so much. Lol. Oh ya back to work, OMG you'll not believe it that H doesn't allow for da whole buy out thing and A insisted me to join them early! I mean it feels good for being wanted but i feel so fucked up when both parties just dont want to compromise. Damn it. How come wanna leave also so susah? Har can someone tell me?       

Acne Killer

My acne problem is getting more serious nowadays. I am just like a teenager going through her puberty; having acne breakout like nobody's business!! and having a super duper sensitive skin doesn't make the situation any better. Acne breakout + sensitive skin = horrible!! and and COFFEE!! Enough said. I am seriously putting myself through a rehab by doing the following :

• Limit to only a cup of COFFEE a day. No exceptional cases are allowed!
• Drink at least 5 cups of water per day
• More beauty sleep. at least 5 hours of sleep. Lights out not later than 2am

Will add on more as when it's needed. BTW, I was reading about lemon juice remedy for acne and since i found a lemon in the fridge why not give it a shot?! It tinges a little but it's fine with me. So ya, i am gonna try it for a week if it helps.

Next, I am going to blog about my crush. :D 

Can you believe it?

I still cant believe that i have already resigned!!! I keep telling my colleagues that it's like a dream that I am waiting eagerly to wake up! Seriously! Until I got this letter of Acceptance of Resignation from MamaJo I know it's reality. It's not a dream!

Talking about work, I truly heart those people that I have been working closely with. We laughed together for no reasons. Of course most of the time we were dead serious concentrating on our work. I like the spirit we have as a team. Really, these are the people that i will never forget: creatIvee, sebastiany, sandybrandy, et, mamajo...

So 11th August would be last day. I m still hoping that I will get to have R& R break before i start committing myself in a 6 months relationship with A. This break means alot to me. so pwease pwease just let me go..... T.T

So, where shall we go? nice beaches? sight seeing? shopping?? uurrrggghhhh