So-called-loyalty

Another sleepy morning... sigh... but coffee always save my day... :))   i was on the phone with one of my best friends... we talked about a lot of stuff... but one thing that really make me sounds like crazy... i used to admire a guy since my primary year... and because of him i have let go a lot of chances... i just can't open up my heart to let other people walk into it... sounds like silly... because i think he doesn't even knew that i have sacrified this for him.. :((  i think i have start to forget all about this and start a new life... and stop thinking about him... actually i don't  really think of him that often... thanks to my friends, family and colleagues that always keep me busy of some sort activities and works...    must ganbatte~~   love is not everyhting in our life...